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He Is Gone

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 13, 2015, 2:59 PM

He is gone, with two breaths, so far apart and strained, then with a whoosh, the air that was him touched my face.  He floated past yet remained.  I still feel him today.  There have been times when he is tenderly holding my hand and then I look and gasp, no fingers intertwined.  I watch the videos prepared by family and I bawl like a baby, I sob and moan.  I want him back, not possible.  It feels like someone beat me up, I hurt all over.  Then I am okay until I walk and find myself stumbling at times like a drunk, yet I have had nothing.  The world is different now muted and blurred, no lines of definition.  I blend in with the blur and linger there, hiding from everything.  Where are you my love?  I miss you so.


  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: hammering in the distance
  • Drinking: water


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Linda Ward Kirkendale
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I am a 60 year old artist. I have had a love of art all my life and have had many artistic endeavors along an incredible, wonderful journey, that is my life. As a young woman I produced concerts for several years. I had the joy of working with top performers mostly in southern California. Cherished memories.

What I love most to do now is painting and photography.I paint through a myriad of wonderful programs such as Photoshop, Corel Painter and Pixelmator. I am still learning everyday new things and I hope it is like that for the rest of my life. I think we can never stop learning. I am offering my work for sale here in print and canvas. My work is offered here on deviantART.

I have a grown family and a family still growing. I have other businesses that I am working on. My current online business is a joint venture and is just coming into its own. That is Check it out! Lose weight and qualify for fantastic prize drawings! Membership is free.

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TheFemaleDoctor1073 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the watch :)
Ritz-Bits Featured By Owner May 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the Favorite!!!~ ^^
Xsamno Featured By Owner May 9, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the fave! :3
Ikarusthefirst Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you kindly for the fave! c:
TheFemaleDoctor1073 Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave ^_^
GinnyPhoenix Featured By Owner May 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave! B-)
VeryBadGirl Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2014
Thanks for the fav :bow:
Iraanamaria Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014
thx for faving :) glad you like this pic :)
BiBiARTs Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
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birdsivu Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Bibiarts, Thank you so much for those delicious desserts for my birthday!  Loved them!
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